My heart, it aches. Just kidding. :p
I went to a soccer tournement on Saturday and Sunday and today I feel horrible. :hsugh: My legs, arms, and shoulders probably aren't used to it yet (will they ever be used to it?). The sad thing is that after the weekend of 18 hours of work, I have absolutely nothing to show for it. I was shooting soccer for somebody else and because of that, they have all the images. I question whether or not it's worth it to me at all.
Yesterday it was freezing cold. We drove up at 6:00 AM (I had to wake up much.. much earlier) and arrived there. It was drizzling and I questioned whether or not my unsealed 20D and 70-210mm f/2.8 could handle it. My answer was probably not, but then I drapped a torn up trash bag over it and battled on. We finished around 4 and got home at 7 (see how it isn't that worth it to me? I don't get paid for those 3 hours
) Anyway.. I'm tired as hell. I lost the entire weekend doing this shit.
We'll see how much longer I can continue doing this stuff. I'd like the money to buy stuff, but I'm questioning whether or not it's worth it.

Wah wah wah. I know how you feel man. And I know you're not kidding when you say your heart aches