My heart, it aches. Just kidding. 
I went to a soccer tournement on Saturday and Sunday and today I feel horrible. 
My legs, arms, and shoulders probably aren't used to it yet (will they ever be used to it?). The sad thing is that after the weekend of 18 hours of work, I have absolutely nothing to show for it. I was shooting soccer for somebody else and because of that, they have all the images. I question whether or not it's worth it to me at all. 
Yesterday it was freezing cold. We drove up at 6:00 AM (I had to wake up much.. much earlier) and arrived there. It was drizzling and I questioned whether or not my unsealed 20D and 70-210mm f/2.8 could handle it. My answer was probably not, but then I drapped a torn up trash bag over it and battled on. We finished around 4 and got home at 7 (see how it isn't that worth it to me? I don't get paid for those 3 hours 
) Anyway.. I'm tired as hell. I lost the entire weekend doing this shit. 
We'll see how much longer I can continue doing this stuff. I'd like the money to buy stuff, but I'm questioning whether or not it's worth it.
Wah wah wah. I know how you feel man. And I know you're not kidding when you say your heart aches