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What a wild ending. School has finally concluded. Its kind of odd. When I got out of high school, I felt a sort of liberation, even after each year of high school. After my Freshman year, I felt excited going into summer... same with the 3 years following. Now.. Now.. I feel nothing. I'm not sure if its because of my sudden drop off at the end of this school year or the fact that I'll be attending summer school at the conclusion of this week or the fact that things are going smoothly (or not). I don't even know. Goals? Not sure.

I do have one goal. Its not academic and its vague, but it'll do. I want to take my photography to the next level.

This will help.

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As I stare across the port, waiting for my shutter to click down and finish my shot.. I drift off into a trance. I wonder if I should have just let you go. My instincts tell me to walk away, but my heart wants to fight for you. My heart won't let you fade out of my life.

Mind over matter.

I'm leaving and I'm not turning back. The Rebel is fixed. New hack installed. Things are looking up.

And yet, I still wonder what will become of me. I've made several wrong decisions over the past year that have left me in this state... It makes me sick.

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