I've been feeling so absent minded as of late. I can't concentrate on anything I do and I get too easily distracted. I doubt its some kind of disorder, its just like.. I can't get things straight for myself. Especially with school starting, I just can't seem to grasp the fact that its here and I have to start working. I guess I'm kind of like an old machine that has to warm up before I can start working at full capacity.. or well, at any capacity whatsoever. I went to Staples today to buy pens and notebooks and paper and hanging folders. I'm hoping I can get organized enough to actually learn something and do well in school, but things are so difficult for me. I haven't ever taken Calculus and now I'm taking Physics and Calculus and I don't know whats going on.. meaning, I have to study more, but I'm getting off on a bad foot.
Things have to always be so complicated. I hate it.

I really need it.....
word. let's drop out and be rebels together!