I've been so busy lately with work/sleep that I haven't had time to update.. well, I haven't even had time to just relax and think really. The last week I worked 35.5 hrs, and the week before I worked 30.5 hrs, so all in all a big fat 66 hrs for the pay period totalling almost $9,000 in sales. A lot of stuff has happened at work.. Carlo and Mikey put their 2wks in already and Luis is supposed to tomorrow (supposedly). Richell (the new girl that was supposed to be hired) isn't going to come anymore. So in a staff of 9 people, 3 will be leaving in 2 weeks which puts the total at a fat 6 (then me = 5). Its going to be interesting to see what happens, but I'm going to stick around until the 29th b/c of the accessory contest thats going on. MAN! I'm beating everyone right now
I'm at like 5.4:100 accessories:total sales (in dollars) compared to the 2nd place person who is only 3.4%, so I might win and theres a 75$ bonus so I'm going to stay till the 29th just to get that. LOL! Plus my hours for the last 2wks should be good considering theres like no one to work.
I need the money. I've been spending money excessively! I've spent about 200 dollars on lenses now and I haven't even really gotten any of them yet.. I spent 100 on speakers, and then I bought new shoes for like 50. So I've spent 350$ + I ate out all last week b/c I'm dumb. I knew I shouldn't have, but for some weird reason I always went out to eat during my breaks. I guess it was all that exhaustion getting to me... I feel so fat.
+ I wasted at least 30 dollars on food. That damn Quiznos' sub, Nachos Grande @ Rubios, Chicken strips @ Carls, Orange Chicken Bowl @ Twin dragon, and Garlic bread @ Pasta Bravo!@##!!! Thats way over 30 dollars actually.. DAMN ME
Oh well. I've figured it out.. Money is nothing. Hapiness is everything, except.. I'm not happy at all. =T
Whatever. I missed church today. I SET MY ALARM TOO! I woke up at 1.. :/ My alarm just blended into the background music that put me to sleep. I had work from 4-11 (but we stayed til 12).. so I couldn't make it. I feel so bad. It feels like I'm drifting away from all of my relationships (even my relgious ones). I barely talk to anyone anymore, and when I do its awkward conversations that go nowhere except "what'd you do today.. " or "long time no talk.. how have you been?" .. and it usually ends with "...". I feel like shit. School is starting so soon, I used to be excited but now I'm filled with anxiety and depression.
I haven't done anything this summer.. I feel so unaccomplished. Next next week we're going to go on a road trip. I haven't told my parents yet, but I'm hoping they'll let me go. I need to get out of this hell hole.
My newly arrived 30.5-37mm step-up ring. One of like 400 items I've ordered. :x
My brand new pumas. Worn only once. :x